Sometimes it's not good to have this much alone time. I rather be busy. I rather my mind be on a thousand different other things because when my mind wanders, you always seem to pop up. Maybe this is what happens when someone feels guilty about the way some things have played out. Not only played out but the way that I LET things take a turn for the worst. What I've found out is that, what I thought was for the BEST then, turned out to be far from it. Now what? How much longer does this need to go on? What's the solution? Maybe I need to take advice on this one because i took no ones advice the last time around. I'm a Leo though, we don't ask advice, we always know what's right, right? We're always in control, right? Maybe I should just ask another Leo, nah. Guess we'll see.
Keep your head up. I've had a ton of alone time lately (probably too much) and I've filled that time by paying a lot of guitar/piano, playing video games, and getting some lyrics and rhymes together.
ReplyDeleteI go back and forth all the time on whether what I've done this year was the right thing to do. Did I pull the trigger too fast? Should I have done things differently? Maybe I fucked it all up or maybe I did the right thing. I still don't know if I made the right decision but I did what I thought was best at the time.
We all make mistakes and sometimes we just can't comprehend what we are doing or how it will affect us in the future. I definitely understand those feelings.